Hello dear followers,
unfortunately with today’s post I’m not going to show updates for the game: after all, I was kinda unable to work on them. Why? Because people is supid. Because my parents are idiots. Because my father is completely intolerant against me, and my mother does absolutely nothing for this.
99.9% of you don’t know that I hate my father since when I was 10, more or less. Every year he tried to make my life more and more difficult, because he never wanted me to follow my way and my dreams. He always imposed his ideas the bad way. In fact, to date, I found myself quarreling with him too many times to be counted.
Just yesterday, while I was coding my game, he came in my room and started to shout at me that I’m an asshole, that I do nothing in my life and that I will never do something, because what I’m doing now is completely wrong and will led me nowhere. Then he brought up in the speech my girlfriend and his father, saying despicable things about them, while they really have nothing to do in all of this. He said I must go out of this home and come back only when I found a job. Like if one can find a job this way. Probably he doesn’t know there are no free jobs here, and that there’s already an endless line of people waiting before me. And also, he was about to beat me up, as he was not just shouting, but almost screaming. Like someone who’s been in a straitjacket for ten years.
He’s always been like this, but every day he gets worse. He is completely sure to know everything about everything and everyone, he’s always sure about how the world goes on, just because he watches TV and trusts everything that’s said there. And that’s not common TV: it’s our italian TV, the real shit, the drug for the masses, the theathre of politicals. And so he says he’s always right, he never admit defeat, he denies the evidence. He’s like a vitiated 12 year boy. Too bad it’s my father, and now it’s 45.
Now, I don’t want to write more about this situation, but I just want to say that the project is slowed down due to all of this. I hope i can work on the game as soon as I have free time. Thanks for reading, I hope you’re going better than me these days. See you next update!